1. |
Gates
01:36
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2. |
Ritalin
04:08
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My blood is tainted with chemicals,
Against my own will, so cynical
They gave me pills so i would sit still
asphyxiating my sanity
Lost my mind,
Get away from me i cant escape from you,
You've crossed the line
Get away from me i'm escaping from you
I cant believe i've gotten this far,
I never thought that it would be this hard
Taking my life , I'm life back
I'm moving on
Discard these pills, i'm redefining my name
What do you expect from me when you're bleeding me dry
and draining me of all the colors
What do you expect from me when you're bleeding me dry
and taking everything away
What do you expect?
What do you expect?
You've drained these colors out
Lost my mind,
Get away from me i cant escape from you,
You've crossed the line
Get away from me i'm escaping from you
Lost my mind,
Get away from me i cant escape from you,
You've crossed the line
Get away from me i'm escaping from you
Taking my life
Back from the hands of
those who will gain from this illness
Im taking it back
(Get away from me i cant escape from you)
Im taking it back
This is every day
i feel it deep inside
I feel the sun divorce the moon from my window pane
It's all the same, its everyday,
I'll take it day by day
I'll take it day by day
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3. |
Image404
03:07
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Ive tried to bite my tongue
Keep you from hearing what's in my head
I'll try to tell you my story
But the words wont be enough
The time has come again
For snow to hit the ground
Makes me remember a night i wish to forget
So please, please erase the images
Burned in my head
Arbitrary photos kept by my family
Soon i'll join them, just another memory
These photos they make me who i really am
I'd rather just forget
How the fuck am i supposed to weather the storm
Memories remain and they're driving me insane
I'll burn all the photos
I'll do it on my own
The clouds are getting thicker but i'll carry on
The time has come again
For snow to hit the ground
Makes me remember a night i wish to forget
So please, please erase the images
Burned in my head
The time has come again
For snow to hit the ground
Memories are dead
Memories are dead
Please erase the images
Burned in my head
I won't grieve anymore
Snow will fall but i'll stand tall
I'll carry on, yes I'll carry on
I'll carry on, i'll carry on
The time has come again
For snow to hit the ground
Makes me remember a night i wish to forget
So please, please erase the images
Burned in my head
I'll carry on
I'll carry on
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4. |
Atlantis
03:33
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When they say they're alone
Do they realize what they're saying
I haven't spoken in a week, i can hear my own heartbeat
When you said you would help
Fight the fires i face daily
I didn't know you meant you'd do it from a thousand miles away
Maybe i'm falling apart
You got the best of it
And i just got the rest of it
Atlantic hideouts and hidden wardrobes
Covered up by soil
Car doors close and trains depart
How can i do this every season
You were the one who taught me that
I would be fine all on my own
But every time i watch you go
You were the one who let me know,
I could do this on my own
But every time i watch you go... It's like
I'm falling apart
You got the best of it
And i just got the rest of it
Atlantic hideouts and hidden wardrobes
Covered up by soil
Car doors close and trains depart
How can i do this every season
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Maybe i'm falling apart
You got the best of it
And i just got the rest of it
Atlantic hideouts and hidden wardrobes
Covered up by soil
Car doors close and trains depart
How can i do this
Maybe i'm falling apart
You got the best of it
And i just got the rest of it
Atlantic hideouts and hidden wardrobes
Covered up by soil
Car doors close and trains depart
How can i do this
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woah oh oh
Anymore
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5. |
Cast Away
05:02
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6. |
The Estate
04:13
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Lost on the thought of a life
That a could've lived
And tell my mother, im sorry that i sinned
It's hard to be close to me
Expect so much from me
All the while knowing that its never enough
My roots in the floor wont let me grow
Without a place to call my home
I see the sun and moon reflect
Off the broken glass
I cant re-write my story
It's time to leave this place
The Estate is my Euphoria
I want to be, want to be
There, not in my head again
The Estate is my Euphoria
It's killing me, killing me
I'm still in dysphoria
Spend my life thinking
My throat's contricting
Awake in my bed
And still i am sinking
Up in my room, slumped on the floor
Must've been something i could've done more
To run away to a place,
Is all i need
A place where my sorrow i can feed
But i'll remember my roots
The place i was born
But still i must go cause my heart is torn
This is my only chance to go
And im not looking back
The Estate is my Euphoria
I want to be, want to be
There, not in my head again
The Estate is my Euphoria
It's killing me, killing me
I'm still in dysphoria
A fictional place, so real to me
A dream from which i can not awake
My head's lost in space
Fucked as can be
I'll keep my pace as you watch me leave
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Autumn Estate New York, New York
We are Autumn Estate, a punk/grunge influenced Alt / Post-Hardcore band from New York City. We have 1 debut self-titled EP
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