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The Estate

from Autumn Estate EP by Autumn Estate

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Lost on the thought of a life
That a could've lived
And tell my mother, im sorry that i sinned
It's hard to be close to me
Expect so much from me
All the while knowing that its never enough
My roots in the floor wont let me grow
Without a place to call my home
I see the sun and moon reflect
Off the broken glass
I cant re-write my story
It's time to leave this place
The Estate is my Euphoria
I want to be, want to be
There, not in my head again
The Estate is my Euphoria
It's killing me, killing me
I'm still in dysphoria
Spend my life thinking
My throat's contricting
Awake in my bed
And still i am sinking
Up in my room, slumped on the floor
Must've been something i could've done more
To run away to a place,
Is all i need
A place where my sorrow i can feed
But i'll remember my roots
The place i was born
But still i must go cause my heart is torn
This is my only chance to go
And im not looking back
The Estate is my Euphoria
I want to be, want to be
There, not in my head again
The Estate is my Euphoria
It's killing me, killing me
I'm still in dysphoria
A fictional place, so real to me
A dream from which i can not awake
My head's lost in space
Fucked as can be
I'll keep my pace as you watch me leave

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from Autumn Estate EP, released January 12, 2018

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Autumn Estate New York, New York

We are Autumn Estate, a punk/grunge influenced Alt / Post-Hardcore band from New York City. We have 1 debut self-titled EP OUT NOW!
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